annoyance .

I'm really, really, really getting annoyed everyday by your presence. not really annoyed, but it kinda makes me feel very sad that we were once so close and now we are like just friends... I really don't know who to open up all my problems to and most probably, no one will be interested though. I would open up most of my problems to ky but honestly, whenever I'm with her, I just can feel that she's not really herself ... 

I really do find it weird like what's the point of having so many friends when you don't have a very best one? It's the very first time I'm so sad over small little matters this year. Maybe cause of stressful studies? I just want to get out of Singapore. Singapore is too stressful for anyone who is not-so-hardworking like myself. It's too freaking competitive. Where ever you go here, people will still ask how's your studies or whatever that's related to it.

But to be very very honest, people actually will judge you based on what school you attend to. Okay, enough about Singapore geez.

Don't you ever had a boy best friend which you can always depend on and share secrets with? yeah yeah I really should stop thinking about it. but it feels so much like one of your bffs just drifted so far away. I really do regret not treasuring the weird stuffs he does haha. everything's so different now. I don't feel genuinely happy nowadays like seriously.

I keep having this feeling that my friends are all leaving one by one. soon, even ky might leave me one day (which I do trust that she won't haha she's very trust-able).

played with ssp today and I must say, ms loo was so happy :') really proud of ourselves though we lost, everyone put in effort including the ones outside the court! For the first time, everyone of us don't look stressed up while playing :D Most memorable part was when I was breathing so hard, I actually forgot to call for time hahahaha and then suddenly mrs tan, ms loo and xulaoshi called "TOH SHI YEAN" HAHAHAHAHA utterly shocking I swear then I called for time to change position.

Then I think there was two SJAB girls offering me help when all I needed was just to catch a breather hahaha awkwarddddddddd~

although we lost twice, there might be a possibility that we might still get in if we win st. nic's. This is gonna be tough but we can do this! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.

score for today :

SSP - NV 
40 - 13

not so good, but we did our very best and we played happy netball (our goal)

QOTD

"It takes a great man to be a great listener"
-Calvin Coolidge

which reminds me of having a very long h2h talk with lovella ♥

I've recently noticed that whoever goes home with me will eventually get closer to me haha

NETBALL PHOTOZ 

with the beloved b'div' 14

 sleepy jokers haha

awww clasha

watching c'dv's match against SJC

BRAIDS BRAIDS BRAIDS